1) She broke it off with me, saying she didn’t feel the same, and towards the end 2 months before school ended I had admitted to having feelings for her. But we got along as friends, so I asked her if she wanted to drink with us to celebrate the senior’s graduation. She said yeah sure, hugged me tight, and told me she had my cell. I had called her two days before it happened, and when one of her friends picked up saying never to call her again, I texted her and she said I could go be an idiot and drink if I want to. So I ignored her.
2) Then I did go out with a girl who reminded me of my ex, and I knew it was wrong of me to use her as a rebound, so we both argued and broke it off. Feeling upset, I texted my ex, and she never replied.
3) Few weeks ago, my friend who’s friendly with the both of us had met up with her, and my ex told my friend she felt bad about what she said to me, and really missed me, and asked for my cell.
4) Four days after hearing that my ex recently got facebook and messaged me 3 hours after I answered her, to which she said she just wanted to say hi after I asked her whats up, and we caught up/etc.
5) I went back to school a week and half later to get greencard for driving, and I saw her leaving the class, waved to her, but I thought she was ignoring me. Towards the end we met up, and she explained to me that she thought I was ignoring her. I walked her to the bus, where we casually talked, she asked for my cell, and I hugged her. My friend had met my ex in the morning and my ex only mentioned the fact I ignored her, but not me walking her to the bus.
6) Then a few days later on facebook we were chatting, and like a hour later she typed hello? And I replied hi? And she told me she didn’t want me to keep talking if I didn’t want to, I typed no I don’t care, and she said she doesn’t want to force me into the conversation. Then I said it was great to see her again, and asked to meet up at school on wednesday, and then when I did go, I couldn’t find her, and asked her later on facebook cause she was on what happened, and she said she totally thought it was honestly tuesday.
IMPORTANT THINGS TO KNOW:
- She got drunk at school, and I offered to walk her home, and she said no one cared about her. And that she tried to jump in front of a car saying take me, to which I had to grab her back.
- After she caught from being drunk at school, 3 days ago we were talking on facebook about drinking and she said she loved it. I’m thinking here.. wtf?
- She’s a lonely artist, like she draws girls in shadows, depressing things, and stuff like that.
Thing is I really do care and want her to admit that she wants me back but… I don’t know what to do.
Originally posted 2009-12-04 01:12:43. Republished by Blog Post Promoter